I had my consult with SuperDoc today; I will write about it more later, but just wanted to say that it happened, I survived, neither of us is super-optimistic, but we have a plan. Plans are good.
PLANS ARE GOOD! I have been thinking of you every day, and hoping that this next cycle brings you a perfect baby. I am glad there is a plan in place; plans make me feel like there is some order to what the heck is going on.
November 2002: Married wondermous husband. Immediately started TTC.
Much of 2003: OB/GYN insisted that the only reason I couldn't get pregnant was that I was overweight. Her answer? Excercise and "just relax."
2004: OB/GYN concedes that maybe "just relaxing" isn't the answer. Prescribes Clomid, and five uesless Clomid cycles follow.
October 2004: Our foster son, J, becomes a part of our family.
August 2005: Started seeing RE; BW, US, HSG (patent tubes, uterus good, etc.), everything checks out as expected - no MFI, I have anovulatory PCOS. Shocker.
February 2006: IUI #1 failed.
March 2006: IUI #2 failed.
June 2006: IUI #3 failed.
July 2006: IUI #4 (supposedly the "final" one). Thought it failed b/c I started bleeding before my beta was due, but...
August 2006: Hey that failed IUI worked! You're pregnant!
October 9, 2006: Miscarriage at 12 weeks, one day gestation. Subsequent D&C.
January 2007: IUI #5 Fails
February 2007: IUI #6 Expected to fail - ridiculously bad cycle in which everything went wrong. BFP.
March 2007: Crazy Rollercoaster - first US shows 2 gestational sacs (no HBs). 2nd US shows 3 sacs (no HBs). 3rd US shows 1 HB, 2 smaller sacs. 4th ultrasound shows 3 HBs.
September 19, 2007: Triplets born.
October 13, 2007: Triplets released from NICU
September 2008: Triplets turn 1. Definitely time to start TTC again. Yes, I'm certifiable.
November 2008: Consult with RE at The Hatchery. RE has never done eSET, would prefer 2 embryo transfer. Scary. Do prelim. BW, etc. Do HSG (left tube blocked). Stop BFing. Start BCPs for IVF cycle.
December 2008: Met with Perinatologist; received dire warnings - no twin pregnancy allowed for me. eSET is only option at this point.
Jan 2009: Consult with Ye Olde Fertility Clinic. Agree to pursue IVF with eSET only to avoid HOM repeat.
Jan/Feb 2009: IVF#1: 10 retrieved, 9 Fertilized, eSET 6dt, Nothing to freeze, BFN
March 2009: IVF #2 ... Canceled. Ovulated on my own while on Lupron. Stupid body.
April 2009: IVF#2 (Take 2) ... Cancelled due to poor response. Stupid Body.
May/June 2009: IVF#2 (Take 3)... 14 Retrieved, 8 fertilized, once again they looked like crap. Transferred one crappy looking morula on Day 5. Nothing left to freeze. Jury's still out on the beta results. I'm not holding my breath.
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2 comments:
PLANS ARE GOOD! I have been thinking of you every day, and hoping that this next cycle brings you a perfect baby. I am glad there is a plan in place; plans make me feel like there is some order to what the heck is going on.
Thinking of you- and sending hugs.
A plan is good.
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